So today, my boss demoted me…
over the phone…
while I was driving…
to one of the stores to fix the fuck-up made by the manager he's replacing me with…
and then in Costco, while running an errand for the other store…
I nearly blacked out…
and two free-sample ladies had to help me…
and then I had a not-so-mini meltdown…
and drove to my midwife…
who said that, due to my low blood pressure, I'm more susceptible to stress and vulnerability…
and it was pretty much downhill from there.

I have consumed only water, jellybeans, and two forms of chocolate (Turtle-form and Hostess cupcake form) since 3:00.

I have not answered my phone.

I have turned off my cell phone.

And felt like a jackass for doing four hours of work at home this week after already working my nine-plus hour days.

And life, pretty much, fucking sucks.